"..I liked the smiles in between." :)

so, today is another snow day! and my family and I are all eating stir fry and watching soaps... yes, i like soaps. whatever:) blehh. anyway, i've been kind of stressed here lately. there's just a lot on my mind. i wont talk about it all. but for some reason, i think i'm forming a concience? i know, weird. i'm usually really good at never feeling bad about anything. but here lately, idk.

things just aren't the same anymore. i've been thinking a lot here lately. maybe what's going on isn't really the right thing. just because i feel good about it doesn't mean it's right. sometimes you don't always want to do whats right. but for some reason, it's like jiminy cricket just won't leave me the hell alone. lol

i had a crazy cream last night. i'm not gunna talk about it, cuz my "follower" will want to talk about it, andd i really would rather not. ur still my bestfriend tho:)

yes, i feel like i'm a mess right now. idk how long this will be for, weeks? months? ugh idk. all i know is that i need to get out of here. i can't wait. just a 5 month break from normal life beginning in july would be nice:)

anyway. i guess that's all for now.
bye.